Sometimes I have no words to express how I feel – I’m just not eloquent enough, my brain shuts down at times. But I was blessed to read this blog post and see how I feel in words I couldn’t write.
Like all of you, I spent the day yesterday in a horrified shock. I cried off and on the whole day. It was nauseating and I couldn’t seem to shake it. I prayed so hard, for so many whose names I didn’t know. What on earth, God???
I went to bed last night haunted by the reality that there are 20 parents whose kids are no longer sleeping down the hall. My daughter went to school yesterday too, but she came home.
This morning I woke realizing that I can’t do so many things I want to & I felt hopeless.
I can’t homeschool my kids and never let them go into public again. After days like yesterday this is what I would prefer to do.
I can’t talk to each parent who lost a child & hear their story.
I can’t understand & fix gun control laws in a…
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